Yes, I've had that song stuck in my head. Just thought I'd give you a little "ear worm," too :)
(Yea, look it up; it really is a term for that pesky song...) In light of the mental picture you all have now of Maria dancing around with the Von Trapp kids in their pj's, I'll bore you with one of my confessions. To give you a little background, I had one of
those weekends. I had one of
those weekends where I was taking care of sick kids and feeling like a sick kid myself. I had one of those weekends where all I craved was a
day out, but all we could do was
stay in. I had one of those weekends where it was so easy to
complain and so difficult to be
thankful. I had one of those weekends where the fellowship I was craving from my church family just
couldn't happen because of sickness. I had one of those weekends where
every conversation with my husband was interrupted with either snot, poop or intense whining. I had one of those weekends where I needed a
catapult to get me out of bed in the mornings. I had one of those weekends where it took me
days to "get over it" instead of
minutes, like it
should have taken. I am definitely not proud of the fact that I spent a few days in a slump, but I am thankful for God's grace and patience with me even when I'm bull-headed. I may have mentioned this before, but months ago, I began emailing back and forth with my mom and my sister every few days with a list of things we were thankful for. It truly does serve to slap me upside the head at times and bring me back to the incredible blessings of God. Here are some of my current reminders of God's goodness:
* A God who loved me so much that he sent his only son to die for me
* A husband who not only tells me he loves me, but shows me every day
* Two sweet little girls that can send all the doldrums away with their big smiles
* I don't have to be with my church to have a relationship with God.
* On that note, I can pray while I'm washing out diapers. Yes, it happens.
* Feeling a very full lap when I get to hold a girl on each knee
* Even when my husband has to leave the house, I always get a kiss :)
* Hearing Elyse say "hug, Mommy!" as she toddles my way
* That baby smell that Emily carries after her bath
* Cooking for my family with the provision God gives
* Having to remind Emily to eat because she's grinning ear to ear
* Great conversations with Jordan, even over goofy toddler talk at the dinner table :)
* Pulling on Elyse's ringlets and watching them boing back into place
* A place to live & bills that get paid with money that God gives
* A washer and dryer to clean our clothes, even though they get cleaned a lot
* A God that is patient with me, even when I am not patient in return
* Friends that encourage me to love God and love my family
* Sunny days and the joy of blowing bubbles with Elyse
* A husband who will work out with me to keep me movin' :)
* Hearing Elyse count to two over and over again...
* Being able to laugh with my husband at things that would normally make me scream :)
* Rest when I really need it
* The privilege of mothering, even when mothering means getting up 7 times in the night. It's worth every second.
* Psalm 103:
1 Let all that I am praise the LORD;
with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
2 Let all that I am praise the LORD;
may I never forget the good things he does for me.
3 He forgives all my sins
and heals all my diseases.
4 He redeems me from death
and crowns me with love and tender mercies.
5 He fills my life with good things.
My youth is renewed like the eagle's!
6 The LORD gives righteousness
and justice to all who are treated unfairly.
7 He revealed his character to Moses
and his deeds to the people of Israel.
8 The LORD is compassionate and merciful,
slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
9 He will not constantly accuse us,
nor remain angry forever.
10 He does not punish us for all our sins;
he does not deal harshly with us, as we deserve.
11 For his unfailing love toward those who fear him
is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth.
12 He has removed our sins as far from us
as the east is from the west.
13 The LORD is like a father to his children,
tender and compassionate to those who fear him.
14 For he knows how weak we are;
he remembers we are only dust.
15 Our days on earth are like grass;
like wildflowers, we bloom and die.
16 The wind blows, and we are gone—
as though we had never been here.
17 But the love of the LORD remains forever
with those who fear him.
His salvation extends to the children's children
18 of those who are faithful to his covenant,
of those who obey his commandments!
19 The LORD has made the heavens his throne;
from there he rules over everything.
20 Praise the LORD, you angels,
you mighty ones who carry out his plans,
listening for each of his commands.
21 Yes, praise the LORD, you armies of angels
who serve him and do his will!
22 Praise the LORD, everything he has created,
everything in all his kingdom.
Let all that I am praise the LORD.
(New Living Translation)