* Elyse watched Daddy shave the other day... apparently she doesn't get to do this often, because her comment was, "Hey, Mommy! Daddy has ice cream on his face!"
* Emily is cracking me up with her voice and her lingo. Anytime you ask her something she is enthusiastic about, she answers, "Yeeeeeeahhhh!"
* When my parents were visiting, my dad had Elyse in his lap, and she was entertaining him with some nonsense... He asked her what she thought of his hair (which is cut super short and getting quite thin - sorry, Dad!), and she responded that it's kind of like a 'doggy's' hair :)
* The girls had SO MUCH FUN with my parents. We enjoyed the live-in entertainment, too :) I'm glad Grandma gets to return in a month to do some more entertaining!
* Emily and Elyse love to run from the kitchen to the living room, and I LOVE hearing Emily count. She'll softly say, "nine, nine, nine... GO!"
* Elyse calls Em 'little sweetie' these days. Pretty cute. She also pulls that phrase out when she's trying to manipulate Em to something against her will. Not so cute.
* Elyse's term for describing how cold she is: shivery. How apropos!
* The other day, Jordan gave Elyse a sip of his soda, and she said that it was so 'tizzy.'
* I love asking the girls over breakfast what they dreamed about the night before. Elyse now dreams about treats (so she says) and Emily dreams about the moon, the stars, and the sky. Good to know!
* Elyse's newest spontaneous prayer: "Thank you for the Lord who blesses us and for cartoons... that Emily gave us. Amen."
* Jordan watched a Franklin the Turtle movie with Elyse a few days ago, and he pieced together one of Elyse's unsolved mysteries. She had been saying that her tummy hurt every night after going to bed. We just chalked it up to a wild imagination trying to avoid bedtime, but apparently in the movie, Bear has a sleepover with Franklin and complains that he has a tummy-ache. *click!* Oh, they are little sponges! Once we asked her if that's why she said it, she smirked and said, YES...
* The other day, we went on our first shopping venture with DOLLS. DOLLS AND BLANKETS FOR THE DOLLS. I could hardly believe myself as we loaded up two girls with two dolls. Special. Emily is obsessed with hers. She can be seen walking through the house singing to her baby, feeding her baby, kissing and rocking her baby... it's pretty fun. I have a feeling I'm going to have some serious talks with her about picking up Jakob by herself when he comes along :)
Okay, and Emily's little marshmallow arms have me aching for summer clothes and chunky arms and legs! Yay for baby chub :)
Suzy's Zoo..... I love my little zoo and hope this blog will help me remember all that is too easily forgotten. I'm learning to love the little things, enjoy the whole, and (all the while) love the God who gives all good things.
March 2, 2012
A little update
Well, probably not "little." It's been ages since I've blogged, and I just recently started to remember that I have a blog that I will thank myself later for using! SO much has been going on, and yet, so little. Any moms with me there? :) Big happenings, little happenings... they all kind of form the mushy play-doh mess Elyse makes. I can't quite distinguish what happened first, but it somehow always involves messiness. Oh, and fun, of course. *cough*
I am 35 weeks pregnant, and I'm feeling the torpedo effect. This little guy is making his mama WEARY. I truly feel that is the only description for what I'm feeling these days. Dictionary.com (my great friend) defines "weary" as this:
I am 35 weeks pregnant, and I'm feeling the torpedo effect. This little guy is making his mama WEARY. I truly feel that is the only description for what I'm feeling these days. Dictionary.com (my great friend) defines "weary" as this:
physically or mentally exhausted by hard work, exertion, strain,etc.; fatigued; tired: weary eyes; a weary brain.
Yep, that says it all! :) Okay, in all fairness, Jakob, it is probably your big sisters that are causing mommy's weariness. I can't fault you completely! I love the weary brain part. That is right where I'm at. I am so incredible spoiled that I have two kids WALKING, though... what a blessing! I am not quite sure how I carried Elyse around for months while being pregnant with Em...? Jakob, I am SO excited to meet you, but I'm also thankful I have another month or so. I need to de-girl-ify your bed!
Speaking of baby coming, we have officially transferred the girls to bunk beds. Can I just say, it's awesome. They LOVE them, and after about a week in their new beds, the big news is that it was a completely successful transition! I apparently have TWO children that are too naive to know they can completely run amuck if they desire while we are sleeping... We haven't had any escape attempts or spills (yet), and they just love sleeping in the beds. The first night involved giggling for about an hour before they finally passed out!
Speaking of bedtime, the number one daddy in the world gets to be home nightly now! He got a different position at work and is now able to work all day shifts. I admit, I had some mixed emotions, but the schedule is very nice overall. The girls do love his grand entrance every evening, and I really appreciate the help with bedtime. I also find that I am much more productive during the days when he is not around to distract me with his long eyelashes :)
I had mentally tried to keep March "free" for baby-prep, but so much for that. Looks like another busy month is on the docket, which means Jakob will be here in no time. Little guy, we can't wait to meet you! I am worried that a crib might not contain you the way you have been kicking the daylights out of me, but I'm sure we'll find a way to get you to be still every once in a while! You are already a vital part of our family, and we can't wait to kiss your sweet cheeks! Goodbye, February... hello, March!
January 18, 2012
I need to write this stuff down, so I guess that's what blogging's for, right? Hold on to your seats: this could get so intensely exciting, you might not sleep tonight.
* I made hamburgers the other day, and I took for granted that I don't make them much... Elyse calls them "burnagers." Not because I burned them, either :) Emily is obsessed with coloring, and she will point to the bin of crayons and coloring books and yell "cock-a-pee!"
* Elyse has started to spontaneously pray. I love hearing what comes out of her mouth! She usually starts with, "Thank you for the Lord who blesses us," and somewhere along the way, she thanks God for cartoons. Of course.
* Both of the girls are REALLY into baby dolls and pretending that their stuffed animals are babies. I think the dollar store baby bottles sealed the deal. The girls will dig out their receiving blankets, wrap up their "babies," and feed and rock their babies throughout the day. I'll find babies "sleeping" under our pillows, in the towels, under their beds, ... It's pretty fun to think that they'll be getting their baby brother soon! Even Em loves to sing to her doll as she puts it to sleep, and if that blanket is not JUST RIGHT, we're in trouble.
* I have a couple of videos of the girls that I've been watching over and over again. Video one is here, and video two is here. I swear, I could watch them over and over!
* Elyse's has a habit of "cussing" when she's upset or exasperated at something. I wish I could remember all of her bad words, but some of my favorites are:
SICK HORSE!
Poopie, doopie, loopie!
Old MacDonald!
Oh, heck! (No, I'm sure she wouldn't have picked up that from her parents...*cough*)
* Emily had a check-up today, and she weighed in at 25lbs, 3oz. She's almost 20 months, and she's definitely packing on the pounds :) So much for my little peanut! She knew from the minute we walked down to the office that bad memories were associated with that office, and she whimpered most of the visit :( Poor baby!
* Elyse loves to teach Emily words. Sometimes it's fun. Most of the time it's not. She taught her "MINE" during nap time the other day (Yes, I know this because I listened in disbelief outside the door), and as soon as Em started to yell it, Elyse yelled for me to come and correct Emily. She likes to get her to say "cupcake" and "gumdrop" and "poopie." *sigh* Will she ever be a little lady?
* Jordan wore a suit the other day to a funeral, and Elyse said, "Daddy, that's a really pretty dress you're wearing." Yea, that about says how often he wears a suit.
* Emily just can't resist unzipping her pi's. I will go in to check on her at night, and she will often have them entirely unzipped.
* Emily has been going without her morning nap this week, which has been... um... interesting. I think we'll still be pulling it out every so often, but for the most part, it's made for some smoother afternoons. My little girl is getting so big! I'm amazed when I see her all stretched out in her crib that she's a toddler now. I know when she holds Jakob, it's really going to hit me!
* I made hamburgers the other day, and I took for granted that I don't make them much... Elyse calls them "burnagers." Not because I burned them, either :) Emily is obsessed with coloring, and she will point to the bin of crayons and coloring books and yell "cock-a-pee!"
* Elyse has started to spontaneously pray. I love hearing what comes out of her mouth! She usually starts with, "Thank you for the Lord who blesses us," and somewhere along the way, she thanks God for cartoons. Of course.
* Both of the girls are REALLY into baby dolls and pretending that their stuffed animals are babies. I think the dollar store baby bottles sealed the deal. The girls will dig out their receiving blankets, wrap up their "babies," and feed and rock their babies throughout the day. I'll find babies "sleeping" under our pillows, in the towels, under their beds, ... It's pretty fun to think that they'll be getting their baby brother soon! Even Em loves to sing to her doll as she puts it to sleep, and if that blanket is not JUST RIGHT, we're in trouble.
* I have a couple of videos of the girls that I've been watching over and over again. Video one is here, and video two is here. I swear, I could watch them over and over!
* Elyse's has a habit of "cussing" when she's upset or exasperated at something. I wish I could remember all of her bad words, but some of my favorites are:
SICK HORSE!
Poopie, doopie, loopie!
Old MacDonald!
Oh, heck! (No, I'm sure she wouldn't have picked up that from her parents...*cough*)
* Emily had a check-up today, and she weighed in at 25lbs, 3oz. She's almost 20 months, and she's definitely packing on the pounds :) So much for my little peanut! She knew from the minute we walked down to the office that bad memories were associated with that office, and she whimpered most of the visit :( Poor baby!
* Elyse loves to teach Emily words. Sometimes it's fun. Most of the time it's not. She taught her "MINE" during nap time the other day (Yes, I know this because I listened in disbelief outside the door), and as soon as Em started to yell it, Elyse yelled for me to come and correct Emily. She likes to get her to say "cupcake" and "gumdrop" and "poopie." *sigh* Will she ever be a little lady?
* Jordan wore a suit the other day to a funeral, and Elyse said, "Daddy, that's a really pretty dress you're wearing." Yea, that about says how often he wears a suit.
* Emily just can't resist unzipping her pi's. I will go in to check on her at night, and she will often have them entirely unzipped.
* Emily has been going without her morning nap this week, which has been... um... interesting. I think we'll still be pulling it out every so often, but for the most part, it's made for some smoother afternoons. My little girl is getting so big! I'm amazed when I see her all stretched out in her crib that she's a toddler now. I know when she holds Jakob, it's really going to hit me!
* Yea, I know it's exciting stuff. I love these two, in all of their craziness. I am feeling a bit more tired with this third trimester thing going on, but it is so fun knowing that we get to meet a new family member in a matter of weeks. Can't wait to have a newborn around!
January 12, 2012
When the cat's away...
... those cute little mice will play. I had a doctor's appointment one morning this week, and I got to enjoy some delicious fruit punch as I sat through my fun glucose test *gag.* The girls, on the other hand, hung out with the coolest daddy in the world. For real.
He not only embarked on a cupcake-making task with a three year old, but he also tinted the batter different colors. Can we say "BRAVE?"
Yep, he is pretty cool. As you can see, the girls agree. And, lest you think that I was not okay with this endeavor, it was ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT when my doctor told me my numbers were fine. You had better believe I ate two when I returned home.
Yep, these cuties have one awesome daddy!
December 24, 2011
Three Beautiful Years
Elyse is in a VERY fun stage. It really does keep getting better! She is BEYOND amusing with her wild imagination, and we spend much of the day hearing her stories, songs, dreams, etc... She loves to tell us things that she likes (and things she doesn't!), and she gets incredibly excited when her little dreams come true. Lately, she's happiest when she's playing with her favorite toys: a backpack that carries her own photo album, a tube of lip balm in her pocket, or a small book of nursery rhymes. I'm constantly in awe of how easily amused she can be when she wants to be! With this fun drama comes DRAMA. I am a bit curious as to how dealing with two little girls will be as they become big girls. Elyse spends much of her day bossing around her little sister, and even when she acts excited to see Emily take a nap, she doesn't waste much time asking when she can go wake her up.
* Elyse still takes an afternoon nap, but it's almost always 1.5 hours or less. When she does sleep more, she definitely has a hard time with her 7pm bedtime!
* She has been doing better at the table.. eating a bit more of her non-favorites, and she amazes me with how much she can eat of foods she loves. She loves to eat fruit, yogurt, crackers, and ice cream. Shocker.
* As girly as she is, she loves to rough-house. She's fairly tough, too, when she wants to be! She is constantly asking to wrestle, have a horsey ride, or jump on the bed. She would love it if Emily would just cooperate and be a punching bag, but that is NOT the case.
* Some of my favorite times with Elyse are hanging out with her as I cook or bake. She loves to pull a chair up to the counter and jabber. The other day, she occupied herself with a teaspoon and a measuring cup full of water for almost an hour. Seriously. Why do we buy her toys? She tells me all about what she's doing (usually making Hippet - her stuffed animal - some soup) and things she'd like to be doing.
* She is really into library books, photo albums, and cartoons. She loves to think that she can watch cartoons all day, too :) I must say, when she gets something in her mind, there is NO removing it. It's very hard to distract her.
* Elyse's newest habit is tattling. I admit, sometimes I get wrapped up in the humor of hearing the dramatic details of who did what, but this is going to be a hard habit to break!
* She's at that age where if I don't do my best to keep her occupied, she will definitely be bored. I've noticed how much more she needs outdoor time, busy work, and even some good ol' chores. I'm starting to understand why my parents always had something for us to do when we brought up the "boredom" complaint! It's a fun way to look at the day, though, and I'm learning to enjoy it. Elyse loves stickers, crayons, and markers, so art time is an easy fit :)
I love this girl. Jordan and I thank God all the time for bringing her into our lives. Our love for her is such a reminder to us of how much our Heavenly Father loves his children. God's little blessing to us three years ago has been blessing us every since.
Elyse Noelle, you are our beautiful little Christmas Eve present. Even though we will have to spend years and years of your life reminding you that we remember Christmas Eve is your birthday, we cherish the memories of the day you joined us. You bring us joy every day, and we pray that you will realize at a young age how much you are loved by God. Happy birthday, big girl! We love you!
December 21, 2011
25 on the 24th...
I will be TWENTY-FIVE weeks along this Saturday! Craziness. I have YET to take a pregnancy picture, but I guess I should. I have a feeling my son will never care about seeing one, but perhaps his future wife would? I am feeling very well, minus a few crazy rashes that keep appearing. Little guy, you are going to be fun. Jakob loves to kick his mommy. My girls moved a lot in the womb, but most of it was "churning" in there. I'd feel little limbs drag across my stomach, but I now feel the genuine kicks of a baby. It's just as fun, and it keeps me up at night- in a good way, for now :) My doctor says he feels like a big baby already, so we'll see! I'll blame a little of it on holiday fare, but I do predict a bigger baby this time.
Yes, this pregnancy is flying by, but I am really enjoying the ride. I have much to do in the way of organization and planning, but that will keep me busy during the normally "slow" months of winter. I am very thankful for this little baby, and I'm thankful for the two big babies I have to enjoy pregnancy with. I admit, this whole crawling around on the floor these days is getting a bit cumbersome :) How quickly can I teach them to care for themselves? Hmm...
Yes, this pregnancy is flying by, but I am really enjoying the ride. I have much to do in the way of organization and planning, but that will keep me busy during the normally "slow" months of winter. I am very thankful for this little baby, and I'm thankful for the two big babies I have to enjoy pregnancy with. I admit, this whole crawling around on the floor these days is getting a bit cumbersome :) How quickly can I teach them to care for themselves? Hmm...
November 29, 2011
Craziness.
Oh, dear. I have so much to write, and no sooner do I sit down to type, it flies out of my mind. I'm going to try to remember some funnies that we've had around here, but I'm sure I'm going to forget most of them...
* Elyse has been cracking me up with her new phrase, "that's really great." She'll be telling me just about anything and will tack that phrase right onto the end. She loves to give compliments now, too, with that phrase on the end. She said, "Mommy, I love celery. That is really great."
* My neighbor keeps giving the girls Oreo cookies. I'm trying not to be mean, but seriously, too many Oreos! My girls now leave the house like this: Emily says "COOKIE!!!" and Elyse says, "Can we go see Miss I? Can she give me a cookie?" Of course, our normal playtime outside is after the girls' afternoon nap (aka right before dinner), and trying to get turkey and stuffing in a mouth after two cookies is practically impossible. Okay, I'm done venting about generosity :) We love her, seriously. She give me Oreos, too. That rant reminds me of what Elyse said the other day after getting her cookies... she says, "Thanks, Miss I- that was really really really great."
* Emily ate half of an earthworm the other day. No amount of mouth rinsing could make me accept kisses from her that day. I'm not sure if I can justify how it happened, but it did, and that's what matters. She will find a way to put things in her mouth...
* Elyse fell off the bathroom counter last week, and that's how she got her possibly broken nose. I felt awful about the whole thing. I put her on the counter so often to comb her hair, let her play with my makeup, etc . . . I have thought so many times that I should NOT let her up there even though I'm right there, and sure enough, she did a nose dive last Saturday. Her top lip was very swollen, and her nose about doubled in size. After lots of blood and fruit snacks (Hey, whatever would calm her down!), I decided her poor nose looked suspiciously too large. I took her to an after-hours clinic and waited for a couple of hours to see a doc... just to hear that she'd be a rare toddler to sit still enough for an effective facial x-ray. Sure enough, she flipped out. Daddy even came to hold her, and it was an epic FAIL. Thankfully, her nose didn't show any signs of being crooked or deviated, so they told us a possibly broken nose is better than an obviously broken nose :) She's had a nasty bruise near the bridge of her nose, but she says her "boo-boo is all better now, but it really hurts." ? This picture makes me so sad! She looked so pathetic :(
* Emily is trying to run. She's a riot. She is showing lots of temper lately, and I seem to remember a certain sister of hers doing that around this age! She keeps us laughing with her hilarious antics. She CANNOT close her eyes for anything... it's so funny to watch her try. We all end up laughing our heads off. Her little eyes squint shut for about 2 seconds. She tries to make funny faces and she'll always be the one to start the giggling during reading time before bed.
* Elyse loves to tell stories. Most of them are in song form, and they typically end up being about Emily (of course). Today's song was about how much Emily cries (?) and how she jumps out of her bed. I wish I could get them all on video!
* Elyse's new obsession is with being tucked in. She will ask for her neck to be tucked in, and if the blanket doesn't feel JUST RIGHT, we're summoned back into the room. Needless to say, we put up with that about ONCE. :) It's so hard not to laugh, though.
* Some of my new favorite times of the day are when Jordan and I sit on the couch after breakfast and drink our coffee. The girls sit on the love seat together with their books, and they jabber and "read" to each other for a nice long time :) Jordan and I love to watch them interact with each other... when they're not at each other's throats. They are so much fun, I must say. I remind myself of that a lot when we're having... ahem... "moments." Like tonight. They were playing SO WELL together, and I just couldn't resist starting a little Christmas baking. I should have known that expecting my two sweeties to occupy themselves well the hour before bedtime was a big mistake. Thirty minutes later: screaming, tattling, large messes, injuries, etc... So, I put their pj's on, read to them, and enjoyed their last half hour of wake time while my baking waited. Patiently.
* Wow. I'm always amazed at what a ride mommyhood is. Seriously! How can two little people give you so much joy and work at the same time?!?! :) I love them so much!!!
* Elyse has been cracking me up with her new phrase, "that's really great." She'll be telling me just about anything and will tack that phrase right onto the end. She loves to give compliments now, too, with that phrase on the end. She said, "Mommy, I love celery. That is really great."
* My neighbor keeps giving the girls Oreo cookies. I'm trying not to be mean, but seriously, too many Oreos! My girls now leave the house like this: Emily says "COOKIE!!!" and Elyse says, "Can we go see Miss I? Can she give me a cookie?" Of course, our normal playtime outside is after the girls' afternoon nap (aka right before dinner), and trying to get turkey and stuffing in a mouth after two cookies is practically impossible. Okay, I'm done venting about generosity :) We love her, seriously. She give me Oreos, too. That rant reminds me of what Elyse said the other day after getting her cookies... she says, "Thanks, Miss I- that was really really really great."
* Emily ate half of an earthworm the other day. No amount of mouth rinsing could make me accept kisses from her that day. I'm not sure if I can justify how it happened, but it did, and that's what matters. She will find a way to put things in her mouth...
* Elyse fell off the bathroom counter last week, and that's how she got her possibly broken nose. I felt awful about the whole thing. I put her on the counter so often to comb her hair, let her play with my makeup, etc . . . I have thought so many times that I should NOT let her up there even though I'm right there, and sure enough, she did a nose dive last Saturday. Her top lip was very swollen, and her nose about doubled in size. After lots of blood and fruit snacks (Hey, whatever would calm her down!), I decided her poor nose looked suspiciously too large. I took her to an after-hours clinic and waited for a couple of hours to see a doc... just to hear that she'd be a rare toddler to sit still enough for an effective facial x-ray. Sure enough, she flipped out. Daddy even came to hold her, and it was an epic FAIL. Thankfully, her nose didn't show any signs of being crooked or deviated, so they told us a possibly broken nose is better than an obviously broken nose :) She's had a nasty bruise near the bridge of her nose, but she says her "boo-boo is all better now, but it really hurts." ? This picture makes me so sad! She looked so pathetic :(
* Emily is trying to run. She's a riot. She is showing lots of temper lately, and I seem to remember a certain sister of hers doing that around this age! She keeps us laughing with her hilarious antics. She CANNOT close her eyes for anything... it's so funny to watch her try. We all end up laughing our heads off. Her little eyes squint shut for about 2 seconds. She tries to make funny faces and she'll always be the one to start the giggling during reading time before bed.
* Elyse loves to tell stories. Most of them are in song form, and they typically end up being about Emily (of course). Today's song was about how much Emily cries (?) and how she jumps out of her bed. I wish I could get them all on video!
* Elyse's new obsession is with being tucked in. She will ask for her neck to be tucked in, and if the blanket doesn't feel JUST RIGHT, we're summoned back into the room. Needless to say, we put up with that about ONCE. :) It's so hard not to laugh, though.
* Some of my new favorite times of the day are when Jordan and I sit on the couch after breakfast and drink our coffee. The girls sit on the love seat together with their books, and they jabber and "read" to each other for a nice long time :) Jordan and I love to watch them interact with each other... when they're not at each other's throats. They are so much fun, I must say. I remind myself of that a lot when we're having... ahem... "moments." Like tonight. They were playing SO WELL together, and I just couldn't resist starting a little Christmas baking. I should have known that expecting my two sweeties to occupy themselves well the hour before bedtime was a big mistake. Thirty minutes later: screaming, tattling, large messes, injuries, etc... So, I put their pj's on, read to them, and enjoyed their last half hour of wake time while my baking waited. Patiently.
* Wow. I'm always amazed at what a ride mommyhood is. Seriously! How can two little people give you so much joy and work at the same time?!?! :) I love them so much!!!
November 24, 2011
Thanksgiving
I have a very full heart today. It might burst. Seriously. I'm overwhelmed today with gratitude for all that my God has done for me. I will never cease to be amazed at what a difference he has made & continues to make in my life. How do you express gratitude for hope & meaning in life?
I have a wonderful husband, two sweet & precious daughters, and a precious little boy on the way. God's goodness is overwhelming.
Love him!
(Yes, this is Elyse sporting her latest injury... a more-than-likely fractured nose & a grand bruise! More on that later...)
Precious baby Jakob... we can't wait to meet you little man!
I hope your Thanksgiving is wonderful as you reflect on the
goodness of God!
November 10, 2011
Where to Start?
Oh, there is much to share. I am so behind, I can't even think of where to start! We just returned from a nice, long trip up to Canada. We spent time with Jordan's parents & even managed to sneak in a three-day getaway up to Quebec City for a church planter's retreat! We were very graciously invited to this retreat, and it was such a blessing to us. QC is a beautiful city and we spent time with some wonderful, godly people. Our girls DEFINITELY did not suffer while we were absent, as Gramm and Pops spoiled them rotten. For a little humor, you can read about their time with my in-laws here. You'll laugh. That is, if you have EVER been around children, you will laugh. Jordan's parents live in a beautiful city (Ottawa, ON), and we had fun exploring the awesome sights.
Now that life has returned to normal, we are back to a fairly scheduled routine peppered with random happenings. One such happening is that Emily is finally getting herself into a standing position (exciting, I know!). You may ask, how can she be walking and not be able to do that? Good question. I don't know. But she's doing it now, and she's just so pleased with herself. Em also loves to pick lint out of her toes. This girl... *sigh* She leaves a small trail of crumbs behind her wherever she goes, but she's happy as a clam most days. Because of that, I'm happy to clean up :) I love watching her walk (or waddle) around with her hands on her tummy and a little grin on her face. She loves to ask to see the baby, and I still can't make out 80% of what she's trying to tell me! Em's very attached to her daddy these days, and she will weep if she doesn't get her hands on him whenever he's home. It's pretty cute.
Elyse has such an imagination! She loves to chat on her little phone and make statements like, "Well, I was just calling to say 'hi'. . . How are you doing?" and "Well, Emmie was up on the table, and she fell off and got a baaaaddddd booboo, and she took a nap, and. . ." It's quite funny, and, NO, Emily did not fall off the table. My mom got the girls a treasury of Eloise Wilkin's Little Golden Books, and she LOVES a picture in the book that has a baby sleeping at the foot of the parents' bed. She also just happens to be very sad about bedtime lately (perhaps because we shared a room in Canada?), and I feel there must be a correlation. I hope this fear of bedtime disappears quickly! I love when she reads to Em and talks to her just like she hears me talk to Em... "How's my sweet baby? I love you so much..."
Elyse loves to do "ring around the rosie" with Emily now, and it usually ends in some major falling down. Quite funny. As well as they've been playing at times, they've also been fighting quite well. Emily has totally figured out how to push ALL of Elyse's buttons, and it's all I can do to keep from laughing. It's those little shoves she gives Elyse right during prayer time, or the way she steals her snack when Elyse walks away from it for one second... It's hilarious. Don't misunderstand, Elyse finds a way to play the game, too, but her "pestering" is a little less provoking. Our side-by-side stroller can be a huge source of contention these days, and it's probably for the best that a new little person will be taking Elyse's place this spring :) "Mommy, Emmie's touching me!!!" is getting old already.
Elyse and Em are very excited about the baby. I'm almost 19 weeks along, and you can definitely tell I've got a cantaloupe-sized uterus in me. No doubt about it! The girls love to kiss my stomach and even blow raspberries on their poor baby sibling. I'm sure he/she will come out crying in self-defense. I wouldn't blame the baby one bit. I'm craving spicy foods and coffee, but my favorite snack is yogurt, berries & granola. Buffalo chicken grilled cheese might be the best thing I've put in my mouth ever, and this poor baby will probably hate spicy foods someday. Oh, I definitely have cravings for anything sugary or fruity, too. HELLO, I am pregnant! Yes, we plan to find out the baby's gender. I can't wait! He/she is moving a lot, and I think that's my favorite part of pregnancy.
That's the scoop here. Can anyone tell me where this fall is going???
(yea, we stayed in the most awesome hotel ever.)
Now that life has returned to normal, we are back to a fairly scheduled routine peppered with random happenings. One such happening is that Emily is finally getting herself into a standing position (exciting, I know!). You may ask, how can she be walking and not be able to do that? Good question. I don't know. But she's doing it now, and she's just so pleased with herself. Em also loves to pick lint out of her toes. This girl... *sigh* She leaves a small trail of crumbs behind her wherever she goes, but she's happy as a clam most days. Because of that, I'm happy to clean up :) I love watching her walk (or waddle) around with her hands on her tummy and a little grin on her face. She loves to ask to see the baby, and I still can't make out 80% of what she's trying to tell me! Em's very attached to her daddy these days, and she will weep if she doesn't get her hands on him whenever he's home. It's pretty cute.
Elyse has such an imagination! She loves to chat on her little phone and make statements like, "Well, I was just calling to say 'hi'. . . How are you doing?" and "Well, Emmie was up on the table, and she fell off and got a baaaaddddd booboo, and she took a nap, and. . ." It's quite funny, and, NO, Emily did not fall off the table. My mom got the girls a treasury of Eloise Wilkin's Little Golden Books, and she LOVES a picture in the book that has a baby sleeping at the foot of the parents' bed. She also just happens to be very sad about bedtime lately (perhaps because we shared a room in Canada?), and I feel there must be a correlation. I hope this fear of bedtime disappears quickly! I love when she reads to Em and talks to her just like she hears me talk to Em... "How's my sweet baby? I love you so much..."
Elyse loves to do "ring around the rosie" with Emily now, and it usually ends in some major falling down. Quite funny. As well as they've been playing at times, they've also been fighting quite well. Emily has totally figured out how to push ALL of Elyse's buttons, and it's all I can do to keep from laughing. It's those little shoves she gives Elyse right during prayer time, or the way she steals her snack when Elyse walks away from it for one second... It's hilarious. Don't misunderstand, Elyse finds a way to play the game, too, but her "pestering" is a little less provoking. Our side-by-side stroller can be a huge source of contention these days, and it's probably for the best that a new little person will be taking Elyse's place this spring :) "Mommy, Emmie's touching me!!!" is getting old already.
Elyse and Em are very excited about the baby. I'm almost 19 weeks along, and you can definitely tell I've got a cantaloupe-sized uterus in me. No doubt about it! The girls love to kiss my stomach and even blow raspberries on their poor baby sibling. I'm sure he/she will come out crying in self-defense. I wouldn't blame the baby one bit. I'm craving spicy foods and coffee, but my favorite snack is yogurt, berries & granola. Buffalo chicken grilled cheese might be the best thing I've put in my mouth ever, and this poor baby will probably hate spicy foods someday. Oh, I definitely have cravings for anything sugary or fruity, too. HELLO, I am pregnant! Yes, we plan to find out the baby's gender. I can't wait! He/she is moving a lot, and I think that's my favorite part of pregnancy.
That's the scoop here. Can anyone tell me where this fall is going???
November 1, 2011
There's always a story.
Always. Sometimes the story might seem unremarkable, and sometimes it's quite the opposite. I don't feel like I have to post this story, but I don't necessarily want to forget it, either :) AND, I know I can laugh about this because it is such a perfect reminder of one of our little mottos over the last few years of life... sometimes if it can happen, it will :)
I jokingly started 2011 by stating that our New Year's resolution was NOT to have a baby. Well, technically, we will meet that resolution. Don't get me wrong: I LOVE the way our girls are spaced 17 months apart. It has worked so well. It's crazy at times, but I don't think I've ever met a mother of two who has said it's never crazy at times. That being said, Jordan and I thought that it would be wise to make the spacing a bit larger next time. Normally, we're not very indecisive people, but in this situation, we just decided to put off thinking about having a third child. Mostly because we couldn't decide when. We live in a two bedroom duplex, and though we took care of upgrading the size of our vehicle this spring, a few other *ahem* major changes seem to be in order for the arrival of another sweet baby. Here is the how-we-found-out story... These details are not exaggerated.
Rewind to...
August 1: We settle in at our cabin in northern MN, and this gal is starting to feel a little odd.
August 2: I mention to my sweet husband that I'm not feeling so hot. He gets this strange look on his face. We drop the subject. Entirely.
August 3: Still feeling sick. Pregnancy alarms sounding loudly in my head throughout the day. I ignore them and decide to think about it later. Leave Jordan out of it.
August 4: My eyes pop open at 7am. I just know it. I wake Jordan up. He gives me a small, shaky smile. We spend the morning with my family & try not to think about our afternoon adventure into "town."
We sneakily manage to borrow my sister's vehicle to drive about 10 miles to the nearest town. No major pharmacies. Anywhere. I dash into the only other pharmacy I know of, and I'm pretty sure it's got the same employee that worked there when my Grandma filled prescriptions 50 years ago up there. Seriously. I wrote a check for $13 (yes, folks, a check!), and walked out with a name-brand pregnancy test. I mean, I did have two whole brands to choose from, and there was one of each kind. Sweet. We walk over to the local visitor's center across the street where "Crazy Dayz" booths were set up along the street. Jordan occupied himself examining furniture made out of TREE STUMPS while I disappeared. When I came out of the visitor's center, my pulse was still pounding in my ears & my knees were weak. I've seriously only had that a few times in my LIFE, but my knees were practically shaking. I walk calmly over to my hubby, who has now found a lobster trap he's interested in. He's deep in conversation for, oh, perhaps TEN MINUTES while I pace calmly about 10 feet away from him. He doesn't even look my way. HE KNOWS :) After eternity passes, he gives me the biggest bear hug and tells me everything is going to be okay. He's right. He's awesome.
Our heads were spinning that entire vacation week. The humorous part was telling my family. You see, my grandfather (who is 87, by the way) spends a great deal of time planning this trip every year. He's endured us adding 5 children to our cabin over the last 5 years. He loves each one. But, we happened to kind of max out our cabin. He started the week by just ASKING if we would please try not to add any kids next year. All in good humor, of course. We all reassured him that we'd take that into consideration :) We had such a fun time telling my family that night around the bonfire that we'd have to go back on our word. Gramps forgave us quite willingly. He then promptly went to the office the next morning and reserved a second cabin :) Ah, yes, life is unpredictable. And, it's fun that way. This is how my hilarious hubby decided to spread the news on FB... silly guy.
I can't wait to meet this baby. There's something so fun about knowing God had our family planned long before we did! And, I love having one less decision to make... you know, as if it's up to us anyways, right? Three kids in 3.5 years is just plain ol' fun. Kids really are a blessing from God. We seriously couldn't be happier right now!
I jokingly started 2011 by stating that our New Year's resolution was NOT to have a baby. Well, technically, we will meet that resolution. Don't get me wrong: I LOVE the way our girls are spaced 17 months apart. It has worked so well. It's crazy at times, but I don't think I've ever met a mother of two who has said it's never crazy at times. That being said, Jordan and I thought that it would be wise to make the spacing a bit larger next time. Normally, we're not very indecisive people, but in this situation, we just decided to put off thinking about having a third child. Mostly because we couldn't decide when. We live in a two bedroom duplex, and though we took care of upgrading the size of our vehicle this spring, a few other *ahem* major changes seem to be in order for the arrival of another sweet baby. Here is the how-we-found-out story... These details are not exaggerated.
Rewind to...
August 1: We settle in at our cabin in northern MN, and this gal is starting to feel a little odd.
August 2: I mention to my sweet husband that I'm not feeling so hot. He gets this strange look on his face. We drop the subject. Entirely.
August 3: Still feeling sick. Pregnancy alarms sounding loudly in my head throughout the day. I ignore them and decide to think about it later. Leave Jordan out of it.
August 4: My eyes pop open at 7am. I just know it. I wake Jordan up. He gives me a small, shaky smile. We spend the morning with my family & try not to think about our afternoon adventure into "town."
We sneakily manage to borrow my sister's vehicle to drive about 10 miles to the nearest town. No major pharmacies. Anywhere. I dash into the only other pharmacy I know of, and I'm pretty sure it's got the same employee that worked there when my Grandma filled prescriptions 50 years ago up there. Seriously. I wrote a check for $13 (yes, folks, a check!), and walked out with a name-brand pregnancy test. I mean, I did have two whole brands to choose from, and there was one of each kind. Sweet. We walk over to the local visitor's center across the street where "Crazy Dayz" booths were set up along the street. Jordan occupied himself examining furniture made out of TREE STUMPS while I disappeared. When I came out of the visitor's center, my pulse was still pounding in my ears & my knees were weak. I've seriously only had that a few times in my LIFE, but my knees were practically shaking. I walk calmly over to my hubby, who has now found a lobster trap he's interested in. He's deep in conversation for, oh, perhaps TEN MINUTES while I pace calmly about 10 feet away from him. He doesn't even look my way. HE KNOWS :) After eternity passes, he gives me the biggest bear hug and tells me everything is going to be okay. He's right. He's awesome.
Our heads were spinning that entire vacation week. The humorous part was telling my family. You see, my grandfather (who is 87, by the way) spends a great deal of time planning this trip every year. He's endured us adding 5 children to our cabin over the last 5 years. He loves each one. But, we happened to kind of max out our cabin. He started the week by just ASKING if we would please try not to add any kids next year. All in good humor, of course. We all reassured him that we'd take that into consideration :) We had such a fun time telling my family that night around the bonfire that we'd have to go back on our word. Gramps forgave us quite willingly. He then promptly went to the office the next morning and reserved a second cabin :) Ah, yes, life is unpredictable. And, it's fun that way. This is how my hilarious hubby decided to spread the news on FB... silly guy.
October 18, 2011
And she's UP!
Sweet Em is walking. She's also tumbling a lot. She's also the cutest little new walker in the world. She started taking SERIOUS steps last week, but she then decided she needed a few days off. Apparently? She's getting braver and more patient, and she's toddling around the house fairly consistently now. AND, since I've been horrible at updates lately, I'm going to take this opportunity to give a 17 month update on Emily Mae. Boy, she's a fun kid. She's silly, sweet, and very spunky. Jordan and I have been in awe of her silliness lately, but I think she comes by it honestly... *ahem* I crack up as I will often catch her trying to get a glimpse of her own hair (which is usually hanging in her eyes). She'll toss her head up and down and roll her eyes all around with a little smirk on her face. Her newest antics are: screeching loudly, fake laughing, crawling stairs at the speed of light, inhaling yogurt, and randomly falling backwards for a laugh.
Emily was recently in a great eating pattern. Lately, she's been picking at her meats & doesn't seem to love bread much. She loves using her utensils, though, and I'm amazed at what I can get her to eat on the end of a fork! Her current favorites are: grapes, oranges, cheese, pasta, oatmeal, and carrots. She despises getting her teeth brushed these days, unfortunately. Speaking of teeth, she has four top teeth, four bottom teeth, two top molars (they still haven't fully cut) and one bottom molar. Seriously, those teeth take FOREVER!
Em's jabbering a lot right now. Most of it is still unintelligible, but she's saying "baby" - "buhbee"... she says Mommy, Daddy, yummy, and Brynna clearly, and LOTS of words that only Mommy could interpret :) The short list is: read, book, drink, and milk. Her new favorite phrases are "what's that?" and "where's Daddy?" I still love how she talks with her eyes- her expressions really make you think she's going to say something really smart, and what comes out is, "waneewomotomy" or something like that...
She loves to bounce in her crib just for fun. I have a feeling she picked that up from her roommate... She's still napping in the morning, but I try to keep it under 1.5 hours. Lately, she's been napping 2 - 2.5 hours in the afternoon. I think it's because she's been wearing herself out recently with the walking! I have a feeling she's going to want to drop her morning nap this fall. Elyse is still her best bud. They are two peas in a pod, and I love it! Em loves looking for Mommy's baby, and she even likes to kiss my belly. She's pretty easygoing overall, but she's starting to get sick of the way her big sis walks all over her :) Elyse is going to be in for it soon!
Here are my current fun's and not-so-fun's for her age:
fun's:
* I am loving how she reads her books. She'll sit and mumble to herself with lots of inflection as she slowly turns each page. Reading is her favorite after-breakfast ritual. We'll find her in front of her bookshelf pulling every.single.book. off the shelves.
* I love hearing "yummy!" come out of her mouth with every bite of yogurt.
* She can't stand to have lint in between her toes. I will often see her sitting on the floor holding her foot in her hand, trying to pick out some barely visible lint...
* I love when she bounces in her crib and yells "DADDY!" in the mornings. I know it's been my "fun" for a while, but I just love it.
* Em giggles as she walks... I know this will wear off, but right now I want to savor every giggle.
* Emily enjoys cuddling with us, and I love that. She still sucks on her index finger (I'm going to struggle with that one someday), but for now I'll enjoy it.
not-so-fun's:
* She fixates on certain things to the point of exasperation. She will play with one toy for so long that she will end up hating it!
* Watching her smear food through her hair with a smile on her face. I know this one's a repeat!
* Emily has gotten so many reactions from us about her screaming, that when she screams, we'll turn to scold her and she's grinning the cheesiest grin at us. Whose child is she?
* She'll giggle at us when we tell her not to touch something, and her little finger goes towards the object.. and away again, and back towards it, and away again... she's going to be a feisty one!
* My baby girl is almost 1.5 years old!
Emily Mae, you are still charming us. I knew my second-born would be just like you, and I love being your mommy. Your daddy & I can't wait to see how God will use all of you for his glory. We love you & everything about you (EVEN your messy eating habits)!
September 13, 2011
And THREE makes FIVE!
Loving the thought of being a family of five. It's had a few weeks to sink in, and I'm overwhelmed at the giver of life. How he creates tiny, little people never ceases to blow. my. mind. I will never forget seeing baby three for the first time weeks ago... his/her little heartbeat pulsing in a way that overpowered the entire view of his/her body. Baby was blinking like a strobe light! I'm told he/she was just a tad bigger than a poppy seed during this photo, and if a heartbeat on a poppy seed doesn't turn your mind to a very intelligent Creator, I'm not sure what could. Baby is "scheduled" (whatever that means) to arrive 4/7/12, so we have some time to get ready for this new little person. :) This little baby is loved, and we can't wait to welcome a new member to our family.
September 8, 2011
Em's Update
It's been too long. This is what I hate about falling out of the blogging routine- NO UPDATES on my girls' growth and changing... I know, my own fault. Emily is going on 16 months, so here is a little update on my spunky Emmie-girl. * Poor thing has been cutting two molars for weeks now. They don't. seem. to. be. moving. I feel so badly. Another bottom tooth has cut, so she now has four top, four bottom & two almost-cut-molars on top. Teeth seemed to be "manageable" in the past, but these molars seem to make her kind of cranky. I feel so badly for her, but if she's distracted, she's happy. I love how big her teeth seem right now :)
* Emily is NOT my talker. She loves to jabber & chit-chat about anything, but she will not win any awards yet for vocab! She randomly pointed to a "doggy!" in a book tonight, and Elyse and I about had a cow. Seriously, she would rather crawl around the house saying "Daddy!" than try to say "milk" or "cow." It's funny. She loves to point at the ceiling, cock her head, and just start muttering with her eyebrows raised. It's awesome.
* Em loves lights, candles, the sun, the moon.... anything bright. She will point out any sun or moon in any book and say "Su" with excitement. She specializes in pulling out her hair clips, finding her belly button & picking lint out of the hole in our couch. She loves to get herself into trouble & always sports the best look of innocence. I admit, it's hard not to laugh every time I call her name in "warning" and she crawls away from me at break-neck speed!
* She loves her daddy. She lights up every morning when he walks into their room, & she yells "Daddy!" at the top of her lungs. I must say, it's adorable. She's very affectionate and will crawl over just to give a kiss or a hug. She signs thank you often without prompting, but it's actually a kiss as she smacks her mouth :) I love it! She loves to try to get laughs out of us three (not a difficult task).
* Em still loves cruising around. She has a little shopping cart that she uses to walk around, and though I've seen her stand on her own a couple of times, she will NOT perform for me :)
* I think she's getting closer to dropping her morning nap. A catnap is still enough to keep her afternoon nap normal, but we have a lot of work to do in teaching her not to goof-off during nap time. Seriously, she is a goober when Elyse is in there. Sometimes I can almost see Elyse's frustration in her eyes... though she's usually giggling quietly at Em's antics. Em loves to flop around her crib like a fish. The other evening, the girls had been in bed for about 15 minutes when Emily started screaming at the top of her lungs. I rush in there to see her sitting in the middle of her crib, sitting up with a blanket over her head. I pulled the blanket off, she flopped down and fell asleep.
* Em loves to eat! She's doing well with her spoon & fork (It's only taken MONTHS of practice!) for the most part, but she still resorts to grabbing her yogurt with her fist every once in a while. She does not like eggs most days, but that's all I can think of on her dislike list. She still inhales bananas, and she gets so excited about yogurt & applesauce. Oh, and anything sweet :)
Here are my current fun's and not-so-fun's for this age:
fun's:
* I just love her crazy hair that falls in her face. I admit, sometimes it's a source of frustration, but it's so funny. Watching her wipe it out of her face is just hysterical.
* She has a great sense of humor. You can see it in her eyes & in every expression she makes!
* I love getting her slobbery kisses & big hugs.
* I love hearing "Mommy."
* I love how Emily loves to "read" her books & locate the celestial bodies of light.
* Em loves laughing at Elyse... we all play, and I feel 2 years old again.
* I love her face when I sit down on the floor with her to play. She gets more excited than if I had given her 30 toys!
* I love the way she sleeps.. usually sprawled out on her side- legs and arms parallel, hair sprawled out over the sheet.
* I love watching her roam around the kitchen as I cook. She'll usually find one toy to throw across the floor, chase down, and throw again.
* She loves playing peek-a-boo still, but she still smashes her face so hard!
* When I ask her where her cheeks are, she frames her cheeks with her hands and gives me a great, big cheesy smile :)
not-so-fun's:
* She has a very hard time letting go of things she shouldn't have :) VERY. HARD. TIME.
* She is persistent. SO STUBBORN. It's a great reminder of my own weaknesses.
* Emily has found her nostrils. You get my drift. I had to scold her last month for having a bad attitude (aka. yelling in her high chair over a snack she didn't want), and when I finished, she stopped screaming, stared me down, and rammed her index finger up her nose. She held it like that for a good while, actually! It was everything in me not to roll on the floor laughing. I can't believe my 15-month old gave me the finger. Jordan and I have been laughing about that ever since. The thing is, she does it often enough to reassure me that she knows exactly what she's doing :)
* She loves showing off so much for Elyse, that she often just loses herself in doing horrible things. It's rough being a clown.
* She loves to drink bathwater, lick floors, chew on everything, and eat crumbs. It's yucky.
* I'm so sad that she's getting so big! When she's all stretched out in her crib, I'm reminded of how long she is.. how old she's looking... I miss holding my baby girl! (So does my back :)
Emily Mae, you are a joy. We are reminded every day that God loves us deeply to give you to us! We love your spunk, your sweet side, and your chubby cheeks. Keep those kisses coming, and we'll probably forget about the messes you make. We are enjoying watching you grow and change, but you'll always be our baby girl! We love you!
September 6, 2011
Catch-Up
I am SO behind. Ridiculously behind. Here's a little update from our household.
* We vacated. First week of August was spent with my family up in northern Minnesota at the lake. This tradition keeps going, and I sincerely hope it never dies! It is getting a bit tricky to get all of us actually there every year, but we're always so thankful that it happens. The girls had so much fun with their cousins, and they both suffered from extreme grandparent spoiling :) I'm so thankful for a wonderful family that we LOVE being with! I am always so refreshed after an uninterrupted week with my three favorite people!
* Jordan had a big birthday :) It was big. It was fun. My friend and I decided to surprise our husbands (who were only born one day apart) with a par-tay, and it happened to succeed! We had a great time with the friends in our community group & with our local family. I love this guy so much! And, of course, what would a party be without a cake?
* My grandfather (on my mom's side) went to be with Jesus a couple of weeks ago. I made the trip up be with family for the funeral, and I'm so thankful I could go. It is never easy saying goodbye to someone you love, but there is such an amazing hope because of Christ. Knowing he is with the God he loves is the greatest source of comfort. It was sobering to witness the 21-gun salute he received. I am always amazed at what an incredible sacrifice so many in our country make for our freedom.
* We survived Hurricane Irene! I am usually known to poo-pooh hurricanes that come our way (honestly, normally they fizzle out), but this one had me a bit nervous! We stuck it out, though, and it managed to leave us alone. How can it be that the same God who makes a crazy storm like that love me? Totally amazing.
* My girls are getting so big. Elyse seems so tall and is looking very much older than three (I'm NOT ready for age 3 yet!). Emily is a little butterball, but I know she'll work most of that off when she starts walking :) Someday, right? They just love each other right now, and that makes me one happy mama. Elyse will come and ask me if Em can go with her into the bedroom, or the living room, or outside. She's getting used to the fact that Emily totally ignores her requests :) Poor thing.
* I'm looking forward to a calmer (perhaps?) fall and the potential it has to settle me back into a nice predictable routine. Is that even possible? Just curious. I plan to try. I hope all of you out there are well!!
* We vacated. First week of August was spent with my family up in northern Minnesota at the lake. This tradition keeps going, and I sincerely hope it never dies! It is getting a bit tricky to get all of us actually there every year, but we're always so thankful that it happens. The girls had so much fun with their cousins, and they both suffered from extreme grandparent spoiling :) I'm so thankful for a wonderful family that we LOVE being with! I am always so refreshed after an uninterrupted week with my three favorite people!
* Jordan had a big birthday :) It was big. It was fun. My friend and I decided to surprise our husbands (who were only born one day apart) with a par-tay, and it happened to succeed! We had a great time with the friends in our community group & with our local family. I love this guy so much! And, of course, what would a party be without a cake?
* My grandfather (on my mom's side) went to be with Jesus a couple of weeks ago. I made the trip up be with family for the funeral, and I'm so thankful I could go. It is never easy saying goodbye to someone you love, but there is such an amazing hope because of Christ. Knowing he is with the God he loves is the greatest source of comfort. It was sobering to witness the 21-gun salute he received. I am always amazed at what an incredible sacrifice so many in our country make for our freedom.
* We survived Hurricane Irene! I am usually known to poo-pooh hurricanes that come our way (honestly, normally they fizzle out), but this one had me a bit nervous! We stuck it out, though, and it managed to leave us alone. How can it be that the same God who makes a crazy storm like that love me? Totally amazing.
* My girls are getting so big. Elyse seems so tall and is looking very much older than three (I'm NOT ready for age 3 yet!). Emily is a little butterball, but I know she'll work most of that off when she starts walking :) Someday, right? They just love each other right now, and that makes me one happy mama. Elyse will come and ask me if Em can go with her into the bedroom, or the living room, or outside. She's getting used to the fact that Emily totally ignores her requests :) Poor thing.
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